Happy 2009 everyone! I hope this year will bring more excitements and joy to your life! For me, my new year did not start as well as I wanted it. . It started with disappointment and worries. I just hope that my luck will change to the better soon!

It's holiday season! And me too want to be part of the crowd of people enjoying themselves in the shopping malls, shopping, enjoying the Christmas decos and sounds of music in the air. I finally got my chance last Saturday after my bleeding had stopped on the night of X'mas! Yes, you heard me right. My bleeding has stopped!! Santa must have dropped by that night and took my bleeding away. .

I went for my second blood test yesterday (Dec 24, 2008). This time my hCG (pregnancy hormone) levels has increased to 340 plus. I'm so happy that I am still pregnant and is feeling more pregnant everyday.. if you know what I mean. hehehe.. However, my bleeding has not stopped. It is heavier at night, lighter bleeding in the morning and very very light or sometimes none at all throughout the day. Due to this, my doctor decided to double my dosage of the oral medicine I'm taking at night. Hopefully, it will help to stop the bleeding.

It's year end again and it's Christmas! I'm sure many of you are either on a holiday trip or have some fun Christmas outings, gatherings. As for me, this year, I'll be celebrating Christmas at home.

I'll be spending nice, quiet time with CK at home.. watching anime!! hahaha.. Surprised?? Our favourites are Bleach and Naruto. Both are shown in our local TV channels as well.

I wish everyone a blessing christmas and a great new year ahead! Have fun and stay positive in facing life challenges. A reminder for me and to you too!

November 20th, 2008 marked the first day of my menstrual cycle which also mean the start of my IUI treatment. The treatment has 2 phases. Phase 1 consists of treatments to ensure the production of eggs for fertilization and phase 2 is for the creation of a comfy home for the egg to implant to the uterus. . And of course, in between the phases, there is the IUI procedure day, in which, the sperm is injected into the uterus for fertilization to occur.